16 April datang lagi.
Dear Anis,
Happy birthday, girl. You may look younger than your age, therefore you should act like an adult please. No more childish in you (which you think it is impossible to change), no more wrongdoings. Stop being so careless, start with alerts. And please, don't make trouble so much can you? Stop relying on your parents and stop being spoiled daughter. In fact, you weren't the youngest in the family. Start do things - all things on your own. At work, please be more productive and professional. Act seriously and work passionately. May ALLAH grant you success even more. May things get easier to you. May ALLAH bless you, and all your loved ones.........
It is pray that matters after all.
Thank you very much to all my friends and family for their kindness to wish and to pray for me. 25 is just a number. But I got my wish-list.. in fact, its a lot to do!
I got first sms from my beloved sister - Mia, wishing me a happy birthday. One of her wish is want me to get married fast, boleh dapat anak comel-comel. HAHA. I have a big laugh for that.
Yesterday, one of my classmates, Caya, also wish the same thing. "Bila nak naik pelamin dengan abang janggut? Mesti korang dua comel atas pelamin." HAHAHA... it was funny at 'mesti comel atas pelamin' part. How come they can imagine 'our' big day? Never thought of it (ok tipu).
Hurmm... kahwin. At the age of 25. By the number, yes, I can get married. Tapi. Duit tarak. Cik abang belum ready. Cik abang suruh kerja, berbakti dulu kat mak abah. Cik abang suruh 'tengok dunia puas-puas'.
Bukannya tak pernah terfikir. Pernah.. malah banyak kali. Tapi yang sebenar-benarnya adalah ini ----> Aku masih belum stabil.
Oleh itu?
Bersabar.
Masa itu akan tiba juga. :)
I don't have boyfriend to celebrate my 'big' day, I just have family to made my day. Grateful enough. Syukur alhamdulillah for what I have.
Walaupun kadangkala sangat cemburu tengok orang lain jalan berdua, I don't have the chance like that.
But I believe....
Relationship is not a matter of distance, but a matter of heart.
Just hang in there, Nis..
May ALLAH bless.
