the end of semester 8

salam.

wah~ looking at the previous entry date : 27 march! its almost a month i havent updated my blog. surprisingly there r new followers here.. thanks alot n welcome! :)

im currently at home. after all the hard months in utm.. now its time for me to rest. ALHAMDULILLAH.. this semester is same like before, very tough and challenging. just imagine 2 days before the portfolio review, my design was rejected! portfolio is an exhibition day of architecture works - from 1st year until 5th year. this is where all lecturers are coming and accessing our work. if you are lucky, your grade will be upgraded but if it doesnt, you'll be downgraded. i was frustrated with my design.. im totally down and nearly give up.. i keep asking why all this happen when portfolio is just around the corner. why it dont happen long weeks ago? at the early stage of designing?? i hate myself for my weakness.

*be good at ppl and you'll get something good in return* I always say this before.

syukur... when I was down and hv trouble, there still got ppl to help me. this ppl r called 'friends'. this fella has tried her best to support me. she asked me to re-design which I know its all started from zero - and its in only two days!! we sketch together, get the idea, the concept, how this thing being implement into design, until I get the overall 3D views. these two days are totally suffering.. I dont sleep.. we eat less, the energy becoming worst.. but she's there beside me eventhough she got work to do. at the end of the day, the two days are really worth, when the lecturers satisfied with my upgraded work. ALHAMDULILLAH.. million of thanks to yon.. i love you so much!

those hardtimes are so meaningful to me. even the grade wasnt good, at least i learn something. talk about the grade, it helps me to proceed to the thesis year next semester. thesis buddies!! its a climax of my 5 years study. let bygones be bygones. i wanna be better than before. this thesis or so-called individual journey will shows my ability to work independently. the keyword here is simple - rajin. kalau rajin semua pun jadi. at least, i dont regret later.

for a start, i've met Prof. Tajuddin and discuss with him about my thesis project. im thinking of to use my topical study work for the thesis. we just chit-chatting and for me its great to meet up with him since he have so many ideas in discussing the current issues of social interaction in housing estates. finally, yup, i got the ideas. i hope my decision was right.

may Allah bless.