apa ada pada BEST FRIEND

selepas enam tahun, aku menerima 1 msg berbunyi:
"Ye kt mmg x fhm awk. Anggp kt bslh sumenya. Enough"

Aku tersentap lagi. aku cuba menghubunginya tetapi tidak berangkat. malah aku terima lg 1 msg selepas itu.

"I'm doin just fine. Dun call me anymore. Dun feel apologize anymore. I'm guilty 4 da whole thing. Dat's all n enough."

Itu pengakhirannya. aku berasa sgt bersalah, sgt bengang kerana semua ini berlaku ketika aku berada di detik paling genting, FINAL EXAM dan SUBMISSION PROJEK. kenapa dugaan tidak habis2 dtg. kenapa aku terpaksa menghadapi sikap-sikap orang yg sudah tentu mengganggu emosi aku. menangani sikap orang amat letih berbanding menangani stress dan tension diri sendiri.

saat ini aku confused.
salah ke aku jadi budak archi?
kenapa ssh sgt aku difahami?
aku yg x faham dia atau dia yg xnk faham aku?

ape yg silap kat sini sebenarnya?

the end.

beberapa hari ni aku gila + tensen + stress. dgn assessment yg kian bertangguh, projek aku yg entah hape2, measured drawing yg dah submit akhirnya... (alhamdulillah, syukur sgt2). 17 jam non-stop siapkan measured. aku dan yon part report, the rest - david, steven n ching2 siapkn model rumah kajian n detail drawing. diorg datang membantu seawal jam 8 pg hari submission measured - 4 november. tampal gambar dlm album, tolong tampal gmbr dlm report yg diprint separuh2.. banyak betul dorg tolong. sampai detik terakhir ketika aku siap edit katalog pukul 5 petang. kemudian, SUBMIT!! sangat2 lega lepas tu. thank u so much guys. lepas tu aku bantai tido. letih gile.....
aku terjaga pukul 2.24 pagi - 5 november. baru teringat petang nnt paper final BI. x terasa langsung dlm musim final exam.
pukul 4 aku tido blk smpi terjaga pukul 10 pg. selak2 latihan BI. elok2 mood ok tgh study.. tetiba aku dpt msg berturut2 drpd has. msg yg boleh mengganggu emosi aku tapi aku tahankan.....

break!

What were you doing before you started this survey?
-reading richard meier's biography

What is your greatest accomplishment so far today?
-all my questions had been answered.

What were you doing 12 hours ago?
-autocad drawing

What are you wearing right now?
-purple kurung n black scarf

Name one thing you are not good at.
-painting. huhu..

If you could improve one thing about yourself, what would it be?
-the introvert of me into extrovert.

What is your favorite unique thing about you?
-love doing anything rather than doing nothing.

What do you do for a living?
-enjoy every second of it.

Do you enjoy your work?
-absolutely!

If you could have any job, what would it be?
-designer

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
-Yes, hv it alot in my field

What sports did you play in high school/college?
-netball/futsal

What is your favorite holiday?
-semester break. pheww.. its the time for me to relax and rest.

What is your favorite color?
-brown, orange

What is your favorite way to spend a lazy Sunday afternoon?
-tidy up my room / hang-out

If you could visit any foreign country, where would you go?
-Japan

What is your biggest wish right now?
-hv a good ending for what i've done.

Have you ever had a wish come true?
-yes.

Who was your first best friend?
-ng pui yee

Are you still in contact with them?
-thru friendster.. huhu

If you could be famous, what would you want to be famous for?
-be famous in my field

What should you be doing instead of this survey?
-continue working on autocad

What will you be doing 12 hours from now?
-work, work n work.. got interim crit on next wednesdaylah!

What are your goals for tomorrow?
-at least, i hv a proper view of my 3D workplace project. hope i can make it!